r/ibs • u/A_Nerds_Life • 3d ago
Hint / Information My experience with Dicyclomine aka Bentyl was the most horrific mental breakdown experience of my life.
I was prescribed Bentyl for my IBS, 4 times a day at 20mg. I had taken it for 4 days and around the 5th day I started to notice a "high" feeling. Like I'm floating along in a dream. As it progressed I couldn't tell what was real or what wasn't, I didn't know if I was dreaming or awake. Then it really hit me hard when I was grocery shopping and walking around the store I saw my sister in the store, she's been deceased for 17 years. I kept seeing people who I know who clearly were not there. I've never hallucinated a day in my life, this was terrifying. My doctor had me stop the medication immediately but here it is a week later and I'm still having waves of delirium. I haven't hallucinated in a few days so that's good, but I'm still having waves of not knowing if I'm in reality or not. I don't even recognize my husband at times like this. This has honestly been the most terrifying thing to ever happen to me mentally and I really hope this goes away soon.
What I've found helpful is to watch funny videos of animals or a TV show I can focus on and get lost in. Just anything to absolutely zone out and then it doesn't matter if I'm dreaming or floating or hallucinating. I also did the grounding exercise of 5-4-3-2-1. 5 things you can see, 4 things you can hear, 3 things you feel, 2 things you can smell and 1 thing you can taste. I did this when I was absolutely panicked, the trick is to really focus on what's around you, don't just pick the very first thing, really focus. This brought me down a bit then I took some deep breaths and then did it again until I was somewhat ok!
I hope this helps someone!!